As a Mother, I have come to the realization that I cry! Yes, I have cried my entire life over many different things, but I find myself to shed many tears all too often concerning my babies. As a Mom, I feel so strongly that I must do all that I can in my very own personal life, but even more so for the lives of my children. I have this inner sickness to go above & beyond what I consider the realm of subsistence. I feel this strong honor and pull of need to be successful, admirable, and still be delicate, nurturing, and motherly. The mom in me will always be, now that I have given birth to these two phenomenal individuals who I look upon in total admiration and love, I link the bond between what I dreamed of, and how that dream in addition to reality has been met. I have always dreamed of being a Mom. Never did I ever consider the challenges that come along with the title of Mommy, and the responsibility of an adult to a child. I now can regress to the time when I was a child, turned teenager, and dealt my parents a hand of some pretty awful cards. My dad played his deck quite well, as did Mom. Looking back, I can decipher the differences between the two roles of parenting, and realize why my Dad was so tough, yet my Mom was so understanding. As a Mom, we have this natural, inner-ability to understand our child and sooth them with their social pain, emotional pain, and physical. Dad's seem to strengthen their child by being strong, and taking the roll of dominance. Dads seem to take center stage and show the world that "I am king" as their cubs gaze upon him in admiration and strong respect. Mothers are the caretakers, the soul pleasers, and the mind erasers. We make nearly everything better with our tenderness, and our instincts to supply love without judgment. The life that I had once known, prior to the birth of my children, has faded. I live for them. My life without them is not a life. There can be no re-introduction to a new life. I only will accept this life. I am MOM, I will take on full responsibility for each of their needs, wants, desires, and yes, even their dreams. Opportunity does NOT knock at your door, it must be your choice, your strengths, and desires that pull you ahead. I have to educate myself on EDUCATION and MOTHER MYSELF on MOTIVATION to STRENGTHEN every individual bone in my child's body, as well as EVERY NERVE that has been placed in their mind. They can, They will, THEY ARE A PART OF ME.
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